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Yea, im alright. Just want to get things off my hairy chest. So yup. :) feeling much better. seems alike a good weather to go for a suntan. just bake myself in the sun. turn into a lobster in the new year. Its been along time that we ran such a distance. Feels pretty good. But totally hate the feeling of not cooling down. and the aches that come with it. Why did my bro ask me if im okay? How did he know? oh man, hope he isnt stalking me too.

I dunno who is going to read this. But i don't care.

what is happening? how did things turn up in such a way? why is it happening? do i deserve this?

I know your going through a rough time too. but i'm no better. I don't like to be in this position. Can't do anything about anything, trying to give you space to think through properly. but yet i so want to say and do so many things to tell you how much more i can do to love you. Why am I making you feel this way? I don't believe its only one party. Something must have cause it. I so wonder what is it. I want to solve it. I want to move on. But i know it isn't that easy as i say. Its going to take time. Its going to be hard. but i so want to want to solve it.

I got a question for you. why don't you want a picture of us to appear on fb? I mean, i'm okay with us not having like other ppl, those full of albums tt ppl can see. but since your parents, cousin and i guess your aunty knows. Maybe i'm saying this in anger and frustration right now.

I guess when i talk to others about us, i do tear up. Guess i was acting strong all along. Thought i could hold everything to myself.

IWFFU

                             

                                               
                                

等我回来

当你不快乐的时候

要记得写封信给我

别怕我担忧

remember baby

想我的时候不要难过

找个朋友出去兜兜

当你明天醒来我就不在

请你收好我的爱等我回来

不能和你say goodbye

我怕走不开

珍重是最难下咽的对白

这几天我已体验

你在身边是多好的感觉

不能和你say goodbye

泪会流下来

藏不住的爱我想你明白

I need a freaking break.
I want to eat mommy home cooked food. I MISS IT!
I want to laze at home and just not be concern about anything.
I want to spend time with you. I miss the times!
I want to be a lazy man and just laze on the beach.
I just want to drink a little. Just a little.
I want to have a tight hug
I want to have a peck on my cheeks
I want to hold hands
I want cook for you, and let you taste my awefull cooking.
I want to faster graduate and say bye bye to studying
I dun want to studying for the sake of studying
I need to leave Singapore!

I want everybody to listen to me.
I WANT TO SHOUT! RAWRRR

                                                                                 Your coming home,
                                                                                 your coming home,
                                                          I'm going tell the world your coming home
                    
                                                                                            

                                                                         Baby, be strong. I need to be strong too. Lets Skype.

                                                                              I MISS U



                                                                                

Dear Bed,

                  I'm sorry that I have not spend enough time lying down on you. Yes, i'm sleeping with another bed right now. But she is no way, softer, bouncier or as comfy as you. Please don't be jealous. I promise to spend quality time with you once i'm done with school. 

Lots Of Love
XOXO

Dear Studying table,
        
                                    How have you been? You look overcrowded with plastic bags being left on top of you. Poor you. I shall tell mommy tomorrow to find another place to put those bags. I miss you. I miss the time that I spend writing maths equation and spending late nights memorizing. Those were the days when getting A's in your report card was a piece of chocolate cake!

Lots of Love
XOXO

Dear Radio,

                      I notice alot of dust has accumulated on you. So sad that mommy didn't clean you up. Its alright, i will wipe you later, making you all shiny again. I notice that you have been playing 97.2 FM recently. Did mommy torment you with the old chinese music? oooh :( Its alright, i sall play some 987FM to bring back the Party Rock Anthem.

Lots Of Love
XOXO

Dear Cupboard,

                            Hello! Your the latest addition to the room. When i first saw you, i was overwhelmed by how big and white you are. Just like a mashmellow. :) Welcome to the room of Eugene. Well, i will not be using you too often this year, maybe next year i shall make sure i give you the appropriate love. Take care!

Lots of Love
XOXO